Losing followers

  I learned a long time ago that not everyone is going to like me for who I am.  Granted having a large following is kind of needed to be an influencer but you can't please everyone.  If you don't look like the standard model of a "perfect" human being then you will be judged for every little thing that they consider wrong with you.

  People for some reason feel that if you put yourself out there on social media that you are asking to be judged and downgraded.   What if we just want to have a positive impact on someone who desperately needs it?  What if we do it to help boost our own self esteem?

  Why do the most hateful people bark the loudest?  It is nearly impossible to have any form of goodness in this world because it is drowning in the negativity.  Uplifting someone is apparently a terrible thing to do but tearing some stranger you don't even know down makes you a world class citizen.

  As a society, we wonder why the suicide rate in children is always steadily increasing but fail to look at the behavior they are witnessing.  Our children model the behavior they see around them and they absorb every little thing, good or bad.  We never stop to think about what we say to our children in a moment of anger.  We never stop to actually sit down and have a real conversation with our children.  How are they feeling? What could be better?

  I am in no way a perfect mom but I am always learning.  Never stop learning how to love your children and yourself.  So regardless of how many followers I gain or lose, I'm going to keep being me and doing what I feel is best for my family.  I will always strive to be honest and as open as possible to an extent. 

  The only reason I haven't uploaded my first YouTube video is because I know I don't fit society's standards and I am afraid of the negative comments.  After watching Rawbeautykristi I no longer give a fuck about anyone's opinion of my body or my looks.  I love me for me and my family loves me for me so that is all that matters.

  If posting my videos and blogs helps some little girl's day then I have completed my dream of inspiring some one.  

  I rambled for a minute there but I always come back to the point.  I'm gonna end this here with saying please for the love of Jeebus love yourself and forget the negative.  Let it roll right off your back while you walk with your head held high and a smile on that beautiful face.

Much love xoxo