My Dream Life

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  I have 3 amazing children and an amazing man.  We love in a wonderful house and we both have great jobs.  However, my job keeps me away from my kid's quite often and I have missed out on quite a lot when it comes to raising them.  Our bills are paid and we live comfortably but I would love to be able to make money from home.
  I dream of being an internet influencer so that I can inspire other women like me and also be home with my children all the time.  The money would be great but I honestly just love talking to people and helping them with anything from make up to clothes to life problems or situations. 
  I am working on building my content but it is slow going mostly because I am very scatterbrained and easily distracted.   I am also attempting to attend school online so I have that slowing me down as well.  I know it can be done I just have to motivate myself better.  I have to find my inner confidence again but I'm working on it.
  I'm also camera shy when it comes to video because I think I look horrible and sound ridiculous when I talk.   I've thought about doing a test video on YouTube but I always get distracted and forget about it.  I also need to learn how to edit videos to make them YouTube worthy.
  I have a great life, I'm just reaching for the stars because I want to be home with my children while being able to give them the world.

Much love xoxoxo

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