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My Biggest Fears

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                             My Biggest Fears       I guess I have the standard fears for any mom of three.  I fear they will be kidnapped or hurt when they are out of my sight.  I fear they will be mistreated when they are with others.  I hope and pray they will go far and accomplish their dreams while having amazing lives.  Unfortunately this world is shit and works against lower class people trying to become anything more.     I am afraid of heights, snakes and spiders.  Small spaces, clowns and large crowds.  I have anxiety out of this world when I let the doubtful voice in my head run rampant.  I am truly my own worst enemy.  I am holding my own self back from going further than I ever dreamed.  I am my biggest critique.       I let what others say affect me more than I should.  I am an empath and absorb...
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A Day In My Life

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                                 A Day In My Life            My day typically starts around 6 or 7 am whenever my children decide it is time to get up.  They never sleep in no matter what time they go to bed unless they are sick and that is very rarely.  I spend about 5 minutes checking my phone and then get up and get breakfast ready for my horde.  All while starting on whatever housework I need to get done for that day.         My house stays clean but I have OCD so I never think it is clean enough.  I am always doing the laundry and dishes.  I try to sweep every day and mop once a week.  Dusting happens whenever it starts to bother me.  I take the trash out every other day to keep the house from smelling horrible.     I am big on the Glade Plug Ins and keep them in every room in my house...
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My Favorite Holiday

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                                               My Favorite Holiday     Well seeing as how my birthday is four days after Christmas it is definitely Christmas.  And here's the kicker, it isn't because it is so close to my birthday.  Growing up Christmas was such a wonderful time in our family because everyone came together and spent a whole day being happy and civil with each other.  Differences were put aside and everyone got along even during dinner.  My grandparents always made the holidays that much more magical.  My aunt always went above and beyond with her decorations so it was always a winter wonderland whenever we went to her house during Christmas.     When my grandparents passed it was like our family fell apart.  You never realize what is holding a group together until it is suddenly not t...
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A New Journey

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I'm always learning and growing more as a person each day. I make mistakes like any one else. I try to learn from them and not repeat them but I am human. I buy stuff to fill a hole in me that can never be filled with material things. I've decided to start decluttering and downsizing to help my anxiety and my emotional health. I've also wanted to do YouTube since it first came out but I was never brave enough to post my 1st video. I'm actually working on my first video now. Even tho I've recorded several vlogs for therapy, I always delete them.  I'm working on my confidence. I hope my sharing of my journey through life helps someone in their own struggles. I want to uplift others and let them know they are not alone. We are all fucked upmessed, some just hide it better than other. Much love Xoxo
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Meet My Family

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                                Meet My Family This is going to be shortish and to the point, kind of.  I technically have a large family but I am only going to talk about the ones I interact with in some form.                                                       Christie and Justin  My mom and stepdad are pretty cool.  They live like 5 minutes from us and the kids get to see them whenever they want.  They also help with babysitting whenever I work or just need a break.                                                            ...
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Time Management Pt. 2

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                           Time Management Pt. 2           This is the part where I tell you all the tips and tricks I've acquired over the years but I have nada.     I am a 27 year old mother of 3 all under 9 years old and I am probably the worst person to ask about time management.  I am either late or early, depending on the situation.  I am also the world's worst procrastinator and beyond inconsistent for the majority of everything in my life.  Except when it comes to certain things with my kids and then I am on point.     I have a planner that I seldom use but love to purchase new ones cause someday I'll be consistent and use it like I should.  I typically put reminders in my phone but then I also forget to put stuff in my phone that I desperately need to remember or get done.     I have a horrible addiction to my phone, esp...
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Time Management

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LITERALLY HAD A WHOLE PAGE TYPED OUT AND HIT THE WRONG BUTTON AND IT GOT WHIPED CLEAN!!!!! WTF!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! well guess I will retype this another time, I hope you all are having a wonderful evening or day whenever you are reading this.  Stay safe out there! Much love xoxo
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